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Everything goes by too fast, too slow... You get caught up by life but once you're out of it and take a step back, you can't really figure out what's there anymore. Compared to time and space, anything you do feels so powerless. I thought this feeling was humbling... but now I think it's intimidatingly scary. I really need to stop getting so bored to avoid these thoughts. And I hate biology and physics.

I feel guilty about not drawing in such a long time.. I get so many ideas but I never get any real inspiration to actual get me to do it. And now I realize too late that my work will pile up on me that I won't even be able to reach my pencil. BUT I can still reach the guitar, which is bigger and easier to grab. Recently, I've been possessed with playing guitar. Every single day, I'm rockin it out on guitar (heh, well tryin to..) til my fingers hurt so much I can't even poke anyone anymore! I don't know whether it's because if it's just another of my ever-changing hobbies, or if it's a new obsession in place of the computer, or if it's some

this new year's was one of the best i've ever had! but it was like, what? 2 weeks ago? hahaha... it might be a little to late to say it but anyways... HAPPY NEW YEAR! oh, and im finally pulling through with my resolutions! so, first, i've gotta put something up in my gallery. something nice to start everything off... what would represent my 2006? what would be the new 2007? hm... *ponder* well, i know i'll think of something!